Happy Feeling Turns You Good

(this is my favorite one)

Azka, Aulia, Me, Alia

last sunday I had photoshot with Azka, Aulia, Alia, Bisma Hakim, and Noe Prasetya. Bisma and Noe as the taker. Unfortunately my camera had little trouble that time.
that was quite fun and tiring.
wait for the next photoshot ya.

and yesterday I and my boyfriend attended concert of harmony by UGM. featuring Adithia Sofyan. I have waited that for so much time, and yesterday was perfect :)

Lack of Color

"can I join you to the ballroom?" "no"

Colored pencil on sketchbook. that's it.

today I feel like drawing so many things (in less colour)
I need more practices!

Popok Tri Wahyudi

"The Last Brewed Indonesian Coffee" Acrylic on canvas, 1999 55" x 39.5"by Popok Tri Wahyudi
see his profile here!

last sunday I have a meeting with Om Popok. he is an artist, and also my father's friend.
I don't really know him very well (yet). all I know that he is a very cool painting artist I have ever known. his paintings, and personality are cool. he said he learned every color from the maker of this universe B)
and I also have 2 of his paintings on my living room for long time ago. how cool huh?

I learned many things from him that sunday. and I'll start to paint more next sunday. I am so excited about to do something on my canvas. can't wait to buy my own equipments!

for me, painting is not about how much money you can earn, but how to keep your idealism and originality.

The Expired Date

my choco treat for my beloved bf

does your love is expired-able like chocolate on valentine's day?
it has it end and getting worse day by day, just like the chocolate does.
and the worst thing about expired date is un-fix-able.

anyway, happy valentine (I know it's too late)
I'd rather have my love as a whiskey

Tied By Yourself

pencil on sketchbook, that's it

do you ever feel like 'Tied'?
never really enjoy your ownself because of people assumption. Trying to be what the society see it's good. Can't release what we really are.
just the way I see, that's how most people living like. living fake. living pushed.

I see my self as the most people: I never really enjoy myself. I try to be so fun around my friends, try to be so good beside my bf, try to be so observant while my parents around. Afraid of being so fat, afraid of wearing anything weird, and so many other worries. I am trying to be the best that I possibly could be. I don't get it why I should do that? Why don't I be just my self?

instead of it, the only thing that stop you to be the way you are is your ownself. You never want to be mocked. we won't to be so weird or different.
yeah, we are our own problem.

The Dub Scene

I have nothing to post, but something I want to share about my nationality and race.. I am a javanese by the way. And I am proud of it.. Well these are some videos I wanna show you, they dub it in java language. It's freaking funny! sorry for the low sense of humor of mine :B
and maybe you'll not understand it if you aren't javanese.. so learn about it first, but may take a long time.






enjoy it, dab!