I sometimes want my self to be selfish. I just can't let my self be happy when someone else is not.
It's great to be a selfish person I guess. They seem to be happy all the time, taking whatever they want from whoever they want.
It's needed to be selfish sometimes. Well, because self defense is important and no one can love yourself as much as you can do to yourself.
No, I won't imply that I'm a good person, I just want to tell that some people are very easy person, in this case, that person is me.
Eka & Me. Was just arrived at Lokananta (the old recording studio at solo)
I'm the hottest. fufufu. (taken by bahar)
People said this newspaper picture material looks like me ._.
Elsye got new Deschanel's bang!
Hipster sunlight~
I had so much fun yesterday :D
and today I get sick (cold), and skipped 2 classes today. phew.
the picture was taken with Leica pocket camera, I didn't feel like using my big camera.
PS: I'm so happy to be able to wear that green coat
I bought new lace yesterday and made a cropped tee out of it. I'll show you later. I made my own sewing pattern by the way, and cut it myself. and I bought this new ribbon ring too!
tomorrow I'll go to solo to have college field trip. see ya later mates! ;D
Relax and Enjoy The Test, coloured pencil on paper.
The drawing of my grandpa, has been drew by my grandpa himself!
Life is one bundle of a test. It's never gonna be easy if you won't learn and enjoy it.
I enjoy and thank for every little thing in my life, like collecting jewelries, brushing my hair, drawing on paper, I enjoy a lot of things. I won't suggest you anything since people are not the same anyway, but I just want to share how peaceful I am. relax and enjoy the test ;D
I currently listening a lot to Angus & Julia Stone, may you don't mind if I put the video here ;)
Oh ya, about my 'Smile Project' I don't do a lot this week. *sigh* sorry, it feels weird yet because not many people would not think it's weird to smile with no reason. But I've tried to smile everytime I wake up in the morning (or not morning anymore :p), it feels so great, it's like an instant happy builder :D
you know, I'm not fan of birthday actually. at first, I guess birthday was just celebrating stupid thing, there's no accomplishment to celebrate. but more than what I always thought it was, birthday is a day when we resume all of things that we've done in our life, to thanks God that we were born perfectly, and to thank our mom that she would give us a birth. Omg, I'm so thankful of my life! :D
This year I'll show you what happen in my birthday. Many greets!
1. the greatest greets and wishes from the greatest friend :D
2. they wanted to have birthday meal!
3. they said I'm cool B) I'm not that cool by the way O:)
4. all best (+weird) wishes for me :D
a couple wish me happy birthday :3
5. Some of my friends get tricked because one day in december I was faking my birthday :P
6. And all the people who wished me happy birthday that I'm so sorry can't mention them one by one :D
in Januari 23rd 2012 I got 3 surprises in one day. from my current boyfriend, my bestest friend aghni, mutia, linda, inas, sasa, tria, titin, and the greatest friend ever bisma, aulia and tomi. such a birthday huh? :3 birthday can show us how people think about us by their wishes. And I'm so thankful for their great wishes, may god bless O:)
oya, mutia show me this video in my birthday. enjoy!
text: Once a year we celebrate With stupid hats and plastic plates The fact that you were able to make Another trip around the sun
And the whole clan gathers round And gifts and laughter do abound And we let out a joyful sound And sing that stupid song
Happy birthday! Now you're one year older Happy birthday! Your life still isn't over Happy birthday! You did not accomplish much But you didn't die this year I guess that's good enough
So let's drink to your fading health And hope you don't remind yourself your chance of finding fame and wealth Decrease with every year
Does it feel like you're doing laps And eating food and taking naps And hoping that someday perhaps Your life will hold some cheer
Happy birthday! What have you done that matters? Happy birthday! You're starting to get fatter Happy birthday! It's downhill from now on Try not to remind yourself Your best years are all gone
If cryogenics were all free Then you could live like Walt Disney And live for all eternity Inside a block of ice
But instead your time is set This is the only life you get And though it hasn't ended yet Sometimes you wish it might
Happy birthday! You wish you had more money Happy birthday! Your life's so sad it's funny Happy birthday! How much more can you take? But your friends are hungry So just cut the stupid cake
Happy birthday! Happy birthday! Happy birthday! Happy birthday, dear... (random calling out of names, including Ralph, Bill, Ralph Kramden, bob, Skippy, the bush kangaroo, Stanly, starts with a 'J', and the b-b-b-b-b-bu-bu-bu- that leads into "Dangerous")
sorry for the long post :P oh ya, and today is my friend birthday, Keke, happy birtday my cutie future dentist! ;D
photograph by Sekar Bestari model: Sekar Bestari and typical emoticon smile face ;)
hari ini saya kepikiran kenapa sih orang orang banyak yang sering mengeluh.... hmm... saya pikir mungkin gerah karena kekurangan senyuman. Saya pikir mungkin saya bisa mulai dari diri sendiri. Maka dari itu, mulai hari ini saya memutuskan untuk menjadi pribadi murah senyum :D sadar karena sedikit sekali jasa saya pada dunia karena ngga punya apa apa. Tapi............. saya punya senyum! Barangkali bisa menyegarkan hari orang lain. barangkali sih.. yah.. namanya juga usaha. I want everybody to be cheered up, life's too precious :D
*nantikan update selanjutnya tentang program senyum gratis*
well, udah lama ngga nge post nih.. jadi agak canggung mau nulis apa. *halah*
akhir akhir ini, atau bahkan seumur hidup saya, saya keliatan cuek atau acuh tak acuh atau santai banget, apalagi bagi yang udah kenal saya secara langsung kebanyakan ngecap saya sebagai the poker face master. fufufu. kalo saya sih ngga masalah asalkan label itu ngga mengusik kehidupan saya karena kembali lagi bahwa saya ini orangnya super santai. *banyak banget mengulang kata saya* saya dari lahiriyah hingga batiniyah bersifat santai. bahkan sampai ada yang sering prejudicing saya, pun saya sering ngga peduli. padahal sebenernya pencitraan yg kita buat untuk membentuk prejudice orang itu penting ngga sih?
well...... orang pada umumnya pasti pingin disukai banyak orang, mulai dengan cara bersikap ramah tamah, suka menolong sampai mempercantik diri. hal hal tersebut kalo ngga ikhlas ya cuma pencitraan. ngga ada yang tau apakah kita ikhlas atau itu cuma bentuk pencitraan. yang orang lain nilai bentuk akhir tampilannya. jadi ya apa kamu sebenernya ngga ada yg tahu selama kamu mencitrakan dirimu baik. tapi kalo saya, sebagai orang cuek, saya ngga peduli lah yaw. yang penting happy *so last year* kalo saya sendiri daripada repot repot membangun pencitraan, mengikuti trend, dll agar dicap oke, mendingan nyenengin diri sendiri dengan menjadi pribadi apa adanya *tsah* jangan ngerepotin diri sendiri dengan hal hal yang sebenernya ngga ada.
cheers to you all, sukses yang mau Ujian Nasional, sukses yang lagi pada UTS. fufu.
